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Monday, September 28, 2009

Who I am meets who I've been

So, the point of this blog was to start from the beginning and write the story of my life, but I'm taking an intermission from that (which I haven't even started) to complain about the present for just a bit.

I thought that this whole college experience, moving away from home, living in a dorm, enjoying the life of independence would be a positive time in my life. Putting aside the fact that I hate to study. Don't get me wrong it started out just great! I love my roommates, our little suite is decorated cute, and life should be peachy and drama free.

But here's the thing, in this world, I'm just not finding my place. I feel like I must have something in my teeth all the time or a wart on my nose or something because the world is passing me by day after day and I'm stuck in the abyss of a melodramatic nothingness sinking into something that I vowed to myself I would never do.

There is one thing that this world has to many of and that's ordinary people. Where is my soap box? Where is my stage, this is my life, my world, my change to make a mark on this period of history. Why do I feel like I'm wasting my life with exams and episodes of "Gossip Girl?"

So here I go, off to another Tuesday, what is my goal tomorrow? Not just existence, I must find a way to be remarkable.

"This is your life, are you who you want to be?"
- Switchfoot

Classic, but applicable to everyday

"It's a new day... and the world is waiting on you to show your face."

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Me as a Non-studier

So tonight was Grey's Anatomy night. Grey's Anatomy night is not just sitting down and watching an average, hit tv show. It's a change to let out the tears that you've been meaning to cry but have not yet found their way to the surface. However, when the room is full of people it makes it quite hard to vent sadness and/or frustrations.

Tonight it just happened to be both. Not only is it Nathan's 21st birthday which bring back the sadness of a world left behind only appearing in dreams and far apart phone calls, but i also have a theology exam tomorrow which I have not even begun to study for.

But until I feel like studying, I'm going to amuse myself with writing an autobiography over blog spot -- care to join in for the ride? It's time to explore who I am, and how I got there. What better avenue for self reflection than telling your own story?
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