Midterms!!! Can't believe that Fall is in full swing and giving me tons of reasons to wish that it was summer again... oh me oh my.

I used to think that following my dreams was the most important thing that you could do in life, so I would pursue them with vigor and ease, but now, I'm lost in a cold, dark reality. How am I coping? Lots of TV, Facebook, and late night movies (this basically means I have a chronic headache). According to everyone else, nursing, and TCC is my destiny. If I'm fulfilling my purpose then why do I feel so unfulfilled? It doesn't add up.

I was talking to an old friend yesterday and realized that it's time for some soul searching. What if I'm in the wrong place?

There is a school in California that sounds just perfect for me. I'm thinking about applying next year. I only have one life, i want to live it right. How do i know what's right? I need answers, I need an open door. I want something more than average, more than normal, more than fine.

My life is important, I am not a nobody floating around the world voiceless and aimless. I am who I am for a reason. Is this pride? No! It's the truth, and not just for me but for every person. You are who you are for a reason! Life is not supposed to be waking up each day hoping that tomorrow will be better, or that your big break will come soon. Take your opportunity now! Don't wait for everyone else to change, you change first.

This is my life, it's my choice and my responsibility to make it count.

Now... its back to the books